Denise,
So many days have went by, where I had no idea what you have done in your life. I know that you met all kinds of people who you put your trust in them. So many places that you seen and experience without me. For the foremost, I never wanted to leave you side but when they took you away in 2011, I knew that I had to prove to them is totally what they didn’t think. The authorities had no idea of the information that I knew prior and all truth of what happened. Until, I realized you were safeguarded, I started to write and day by day, my mind was not being blocked by the force that was holding me back. The authorities were totally wrong, as they made you believe that it would be for our best interest. Their mentality was never your concern, they just wanted to make sure that they had control of you. Your main priority is myself and our children, they never took care of me and left me deserted, once again. They used you as a pawn, because they would have never let you hurt that much and feel every day about yourself. Even though the authorities try their best to protect you, they left me stranded. Never do you leave anyone behind, they abandon their best witness and they thought of national security first before us. How many times have they try to disengaged me and put thoughts in your head to persuade you. They still can’t confront me. The authorities are the ones who knew of everything before and allowed society to function this way. We need strong leaders who don’t try to make a dollar sign a part of their equation. Also, for the ones who think they can use lawyers to shelter their faults. I have just proved about accountants, and I stated before “they will have the best lawyers”. People who use the law to provide an unfair and unjust advantage are the ones who will never accept their values and are a filter to the truth of their own disguise. I stated one must be educated of the laws before. A law only benefits society if it is enforced and patrolled, where the people who administer the regulations are the ones who know that it is more than words but direct actions.
It might be hard for them to admit to you about everything, what their motive was the whole time, but it was never me or you. Sure, they made you feel secure but they obviously have hurt us, they would have have taken care of me if they cared about you. They wanted to win you over. They are trained to oppose and make you feel so emotionally that you put faith in them. The only faith one transpires is the one within themselves.
You shall be return where you belong which is with me, as the ones in your program are usually kept until life. I don’t deserve or neither do you or our children should have a piece that is missing in our lives which is us.
Your mine. They will never put you first, before national security. Security is within your heart and soul, where they have left me all alone. We shall not be alone, as we are each other’s security. You are mine and I am yours. You will never be alone with me.
Love Ryan XOXO