TIME IS NOW

It is hard for me to write where I would begin, where all of you are an inspiration for me to keep advancing, knowing that I may have lost all these years with all of you, where a parent should do things with their children. As a family unit, I just wished I could get an authentic picture of all of you, or even better for your mother to verify that picture is accurate. She gave me the guarantee that she wanted me to write to you, as I could tell in her voice that you miss me. Well I miss you all, and I'm going to make a difference, I just had to make sure that I was at a point where I could function. Where I wouldn't fall off the cliff, and be in the hospital for a long period of time. I am the strongest that I have ever been, where all three of you give me the courage and inspiration where I shall be headed now. A picture is great, but to actually to know that I can be part of your present lives would be play a major role in our developments.

Nolan, Ciara and Dylan, our beautiful three children. Let me start off where I left. This morning, I could feel that it was so refreshing that I wanted more and more, to see your mother. It was like going on a first date, where the night had to end, and you can't stop thinking about that person. Where you want to stay in a part in all your lives. Every time when I am with your mother, it is like always a first date, where we are both happy and feel a comfort level with each other. That is also the same feeling when I am with all of you. But it may be difficult, because the authorities play a major role or the absolute role, in making my judgment towards each of you very hard to cope with. At an early age, you were switched as the authorities will never divulge that information. Since, they believe it is so crucial in national defence levels. It is not a big item any longer, as the world will know all about their tactics. Who are the authorities actually protecting? Only themselves, as they do not care about me what so ever. They make your mother believe in things or influence her with the wrong situations. But your mother knows, that I am her always her husband and a parent to all three of you.

That the love that I have given your mother, is passed down to you, where she can hold all of you, for me. That my energy is transmitted through her to each one of you. I will now begin, to show my love for each one of you. I know that truly any mother or any father their child means the world to them. I could of started early on, and just write for all of you, but I know that I would of been taking advantage of the course, where deep in my heart, I know the time is now to write. Since, I got assurance from your mother and I believe the time is now.

Love Me