Denise,
The night was splendid where our energies had combined forces. Where all the matter was you in the room. I don’t understand why you have to be a like a fictional character who I never saw that part of you before. The authorities have put so many thorns in your thinking, where one day I will have to remove every single one of them. But I still will always stay by your side. I am not stating anything bad about you. Let’s me describe how I had the best moment in a long time while.
Let me start from the hallway. There you stood, ready to leave, as I still could feel you in a crowded hallway. Some of my senses, told me that it might of not have been you, since you left the room. so I had to re-adjust my nature of my abilities. With that many people, you still stood out. I didn’t want you to leave so sudden, but I feared that you have signed a document stating they could do something bad if you don’t obliged to it. So, I have been trying to protect you and the children all along. I almost crossed the line, and put the onus on you, but I don’t want to ever put you in a tough position. I could have easily made it very difficult for you to confess to your disguise, but like I said, I will not put you or the children in any harms way.
You have adjusted to a life without me for 6 years, where you have met new people who you trust so easily, where I think this is the first time, where we are not on the same page and we our need to compromise. You have never heard me state what these people have done to myself, you, and our children. Where I have allowed it to happen for so long, just because I love you more than anything. But when I learnt that they had taken me on so many occasions being in a unconscious state of mind, and performing so many tasks against my will, it was getting too much. Until last month, where August 1, the night I extremely had enough. Where their was trauma behind my right ear, which looked like a battle sign, it could of been more sever, but I believe they gave me something to swell the pain down. Also, my rib cage was soar that day. The doctors just lie about the whole situation and cover everything up, of course since they know the truth, but deny everything. Switching the x-rays to a previous 7 years ago, where they think I don’t know what has been going on. Using a x-ray view from 7 years ago and classifying it was taken last month. Then, they make you believe in certain methods that they are doing their good deeds or rightful actions, which is a bunch of crap. I am more than disturb of what has been happening. I will take a break and write what I wanted to, which was how nice it was to have spent the time with you.
Love Ryan