Denise,
Here is something that I wrote. Last year, I am not sure if you received it, but I have to make sure that I can reassure you, I have never directly lied to you in my life (19 years) (perhaps only a few times when I spent a larger amount at the casino) (Like I said I spent $100 but really I spent $300) , but I did my best to try and tell you right after. When I am with you, I am complete and we are solid. We must now be faced, as I must have a recorded testimony.
You have to go with your soul and let this happen, otherwise it will be too late and you can never go back and change things around. My whole mentality is never to close the case, so it will not be closed until it is recorded with my words with you beside me, eye to eye, Denise, God and myself.
Love Ryan
XOXO