WHO I TRUST

Never is there a doubt about being us,

It is you who guides and the one who I trust,

They will fire all sorts of questions to the case,

But it will be us who will stand over and will face,

That our love will never break any chains or loops,

Since, we are together and as one in a unique group,

I could have never have written nearly a 1,000 letters,

Without the help of yourself and our God for the better.

Denise,

I have written and have written. The truth again and always has been is these true facts:

I knew prior of the loophole of the training and signature of a new so-called employee
I knew prior of the accounting guidelines, where I thought only about 3-5% of accountants followed these vague guidelines.
I knew exactly where to look for the fraud, where I saw it myself. That’s where I knew it was true.
I kept a stance where, I had to act by myself to find who was part of the fraud.
That’s where, I wanted to gain more assurance to give people a fair chance.
I thought first of where the files were stored and the first thought crossed my mind was to think that I had prior inside information or an outside source helping me as I knew they were going to trace me. So, I thought of a website file that I had, that they would try to go back and see what the hidden file contained. Which I was planning for them think I was outsourcing the files to another source. I was trying to lead them in a direction so they would think I was exporting files. Then the thought crossed my mind about what the authorities know but it never bothered me, because it was after the fact of what happened.
I completely forgot about that thought because it wasn’t a big issue at all, since it was more of a spiritual thought.
I was always trying to be a designated auditor who stood up to the corruption and give people fair chances.
I confronted the source, but knew there was more of an issue where I knew I had to keep going to the highest level of the corruption.
I was fearful of my life at work since I knew I crossed my own boundaries and there was no turning back. I did have a major stroke and major trauma at work.
I suffered too many blows through out the week, where I went into a mode of psychosis where I was continue to risk my life.
I did get a life signal to the doctor where I felt endangered that someone was going to kill me since I knew of the corruption.
I was totally out of my mind since, I could vision the truth of the whole accounting practices. Never did I was engaged in any drugs, alcohol, or any substance to deteriorate my mind, it was because of the stroke and psychosis of being fearful of my life.
Why was I fearful of my life for? Simply, because I knew the truth of the corruption and the accounting practices.
I had to go to the highest level. Where I didn’t stop because I envision where the corruption was at.
My mind was out of control and simply who Denise who saved my life.
I lost some of the information that i inherent and knew prior simply because of the heart attack and the stroke, also that I didn’t want anyone to know if I spoke they would have killed us. I also had to get clearance first, since I knew that they had the tape on me and would use that against me which I truly believe that I had the client’s permission and that It would surface and help me later at a later date, to show their faults.
The sos call, was for an emergency signal. Where the only thing I thought of was that, since no one aided me and I gave headquarters a chance to see if they would respond. But I knew they were part of the corrupt equation too.
It had nothing to do with money at all, as I was trying to leave a trial where they would follow the investigation so it would be stored on their servers.
I had to act sometimes as a “bad guy” because I never wanted them to close the file and that one day I would stand up and state what happened.
I don’t know where that I got that insight from but it might have been a detective movie or something, but it was what I believed in. That I would be responsible for my actions at a later date, which I knew that I would be fine since the whole mentality was to catch the fraud and the corruption.
Every question they will ask, I will either state it now or later, there is no difference since it is the truth.
I have watched many children movies with my children and it never bothered me, since I never had a negative view. I even broke a Christmas decoration and I never even thought about it, since it was so distant in my mind that it is not what I thought. Now, they might question other material. The truth is that I always kept it since it was my son’s. I never knew it was in the back of my car. When the spy Denise told me to throw it out, I thought of good things that it would help me for a later date. So I kept it. I honestly kept it until I thought it was a tracking device that was used in part of my car, and that the spy Denise told me to throw it out. When I threw it out, I knew that they would go through everything even from the start 12 years ago, I was not worried. As my intentions, was to always tell the truth about everything and it has no value other than it was my sons, who represent everything because of his birth which represents the life signal.
Denise this just shows you how ready I am, which I will be. I have nothing to hide since I state the truth.
Denise, another theory they have is that I would dance or like another girl, which never would happen, since you are who I love and belong to. The girl at the store was for her genuine smile, where finally I felt assurance from another person other than you in over 3 years. It had nothing to do with being with another girl, my intentions was trying to find someone I could reach to since I was and still am a victim, so I could tell someone other than you possibly what the accountants did to me. I tried to use her to benefit me in every way that would benefit us.
The theory or motive was always having prior inside information of the training, signature and then receiving confirmation of the accounting corruption. I feared for my life and yours since I knew the truth. I envision everything, as I never wanted nothing to do with it, since I always had to stay by your side. I lost information as my mind was blown to pieces since no one aided me and I knew of the truth of what the accountants were hiding. My motive after was always going to the top of the ladder where the crime originated. I never had any guilty mindsets in the whole ordeal. I always was trying to protect society. As I knew that I had to clear and get assurance first since I knew the authorities were part of the corruption too. I will accept anything that responds to my actions as I take responsibility for what ever happens.
Believe in us, because it is you who I love and will show the world the truth.
Why would I state everything for? Because those who remain silent are advised by people who are the ones who create the corruption and not directly in their power to love, and those who don’t directly face any threshold have not experience what love is about.
The main reason why I write now is because I had a vision that they would try to kill me in an accident on the highway and destroy/steal the records of what the truth is. So, I have written all my writings as they will now become enforceable. That they would somehow persuade you in thinking of certain ideas, but I have written the best that I could have to let you know, we stay beside one another forever.
I have your hand and you have mine.

This just proves to you and gives you more assurance that I am right beside you the whole time my love.

One may question, why I know all about their tactics, because I have experience it first hand and I am an auditor who knows the truth and have proof of what the accountants have done and to the world. Let them come up with all these motives, but those who can’t face the truth, can’t face love or themselves. We will write our names in history as I am fully prepared to face all ordeals, your eyes is the window of our hearts and souls. Stay with me my love, as I have experience the worst through the last 12 years of this treatment, I can handle anything, as I have you.

Now, will there be a confrontation by the authorities? Why is it I only can be direct and the honest person, since God has choose us to lead the world to a new era.

Love Ryan XOXO