Denise,
Don’t let no one tell you otherwise. I will have the opportunity as it will happen. It is a more than a matter of faith and a decision. It is my honour and God’s chosen action to further the process with including myself as a part of the equation.
People may state certain ideas or ideologically expressions, but I know for a fact that I lost my reality when I had visions of how I received God’s reply of how the world operates and knowing that it was all true. I lost my mind, and I feared that I was induced with a drug by the accountants that would destroy my memory. Everything just came so quickly, that I feared for our lives. Even if I whispered anything, I thought someone would hear me and kill us. I always cared for your safety more than anything and I didn’t want anyone to harm you.
I never wanted any recognition, I just wanted to live a daily normal life and all that matter was you. Until they took you away. I thought it would be only for a year or three years at the most. I believe that the authorities were trying to press charges against the accountants, but little did I know they were aiding them and abetting them. As, the authorities had false information about me and were going to use anything to their advantage to make a deal with you. That was their motive and reality. But the only reality is accepting me in the equation and giving me a chance to speak. Over 700 poems, have been written, with the help from God.
I am sorry for making the children involved or trying to tell them certain situations from the past. I promise, I will let our children be our children, just living a child’s life. But they will fully understand later when they are older, how much I love you and what I have contributed towards society and not allow the financial corruption to continue.
I can handle anything, and I know that people will throw everything at me, but I am prepared to state anything for the record. Which is the truth. Which is I received a vision from God about the whole corruption. It sounds crazy that I speak about so much about God. Let me state for the record, that I was a non-believer at some point in time too. (Or lost some belief that this was happening), but I have received so many assurances that it is simply true. Denise, you can’t just pray and hope things will happen, it will only happen if I am a part of the process.
I wish you a happy new year and we will be on our way to our calling in life.
Love Ryan
XOXO