Hi Nolan, Ciara, and Dylan (Denise too),
Well I have almost moved in the new place, and I getting used to the area. All the boxes are unpacked and now it’s time to relax. But, of course, my car had to have problems for the first time in a long time. I blew hot heater air on the maximum speed while driving. This is so your car will not overheat. You want the hot air to blow out of the car because my car temperature gauge is in the overheating zone. It barely made it to the mechanics and I will find out what the problem is tomorrow. There is a little thing I taught you all. All the days that I have missed with all of you, I could have taught you kids everything that a parent should teach. It’s just not the normal daily stuff, but the knowledge that I have lived and gained through out my lifetime. At your younger age, I should influence your logic and reasoning skills. Hopefully, when you are teenagers, you still listen and take my advice. I’m just so sad, that I can’t be a apart of your daily lives, but you know I taught you all one thing of how much I love your mother. Let me start to talk about last Saturday.
Two questions your mother asked, one I wrote about it which was If I ever write to our kids and the second question was : why don’t you have a girlfriend? I don’t know why she asked me that for? That just proves that someone is feeding her wrong information and she trusts these people who give her all kinds of wrong advice. My heart and yours, since the moment, I saw Denise, I have always been true to her, loyal, and stayed by her side through everything. I love your mother, as there is not another person I could be with. Denise, don’t ever lose your faith, because I know it’s sometimes hard to listen to all the false rumors and people can persuade you so easily. Just hold on, I promise everything is fine. Let the authorities believe/think what they want and have a scandalous ulterior reasoning, but the true fact was I was protecting the firm and the whole society financially, as I have written and told numerous times, I knew prior, but needed the proof. What the accountants did to me, more than justifies their rational and also the solid prior knowledge I knew beforehand. I just had to witness it first hand and be part of the effect.
At first, I knew prior what was happening, then I had to make a decision. Do I go and follow my bliss or do I just play it safe and keep my mouth shut? Something was pulling me, as it was almost like a gamble but I was clearly had the right indications and the proper evaluations, before I took action. So, It wasn’t a gamble. I just knew that the authorities who monitor everything are just as corrupt as them. Little did I know, It would eventually trickle through where they are investigating their own faults. I always believe, that the people in charged would cover everything up and not ever take my side. Since, they are part of the corrupt equation too. But too many people got involved, as their circle got bigger and bigger, that it would actually had to be known. I never cared for anything, why would you want to be part of a regime that is corrupt? I just focused on Denise and was so happy that she saved my life, and that I am where I am today.
Denise, keep your emotions high and be secure, as I am always the man, who loves you more than the anyone you will ever know, since, we share our lives together. We won’t be apart much longer. As I will see the children soon. Don’t feel bad about asking any question, because I didn’t reply to it the best I should have. All I said that ” I am married”. I wasn’t married in 2006, but was married the first time I set my eyes on you Denise, which was 1997, 20 years, we have been strong and we both have so much energy with one another.
Sorry, I just thought of it now. I will try my best to just write about how our children lives are doing. But, it’s hard since, they are the reason, because of my life sign I gave 11 1/2 years ago. Once, I get settle. I will create a webpage, just for the children. Our children, gave me the life sign, who God instructed me to follow and follow my course in life. Which has always been loyal and dedicated to my wife and our children.
Love Ryan (Dad)