Denise,
Some may question and speculate, but like I said, I would be silent. As I will explain exactly what transpired. The whole reason for the going on another website was strictly and foremost was since I had confirmation of what was happening with the training and having proof with the fraud of the whole time. I wanted myself to look like I was pretending to have a hidden file in an outside source, so they would further investigate what actually was in the computer file. That way, they would of have never closed the case, and that I making that they would of have tried to decipher what was in the computer file. I said, prior, you better safe guard your assets, since I was making look like there was a fault in their systems. Also, the mentality was knowing that where the files were stored, on a different false network. After 5-10 minutes later, the thought did crossed my mind spirituality of what everyone is imposing. That was only because I knew that I was involved too highly of being a detective or an auditor, chasing the fraud.
The thought never bothered me, because that was never my mentality, the whole mentality was being an auditor who was detecting the fraud. I give you an example, say in the past you went to a new city and it wasn’t developed yet. You walked the main street and felt that you were going to get mugged. Then 10 years later, you return and the city is now developed. You walk the same exact main street again. Now, this time around, you feel safe and proud to walk the street. In the back of your mind, you still recall walking down that main street, and it was a terrible feeling, since you thought it was a bad street. Even though it crossed your mind, in the present, you don’t feel that way at all. It just crossed your mind, since you knew what happened before. That is what has transpired with me. Even though, I had positive intentions the whole time, and knew I that street was safe and positive, you had recollection of transpired before.
I know that I totally forgot what had happen, because the thought was so distance from my mind. It must of surfaced again, about late 2007 / 2008 or later, it came back to me, of what that thought was.
The whole motive was always putting society first in detecting the accounting fraud, to always give people a fair chance, and to follow my bliss, which was always to stay by Denise’s side. I never wanted the publicity or anything, I just wanted to live a normal life, since I knew everything would of completely have changed.
Ryan