Nobody has what we have,

Nobody has your perfect laugh,

Nobody has your smile with those smiles,

Nobody knows our songs on the radio dial.

That has us holding our hands,

Haven’t seen your wedding band

 And it’s gets hotter with your pointy nose,

As my lips thirst as I begin to get close.

If I could kiss you one more time,

The loneliness wouldn’t be like limes,

You everything in the whole world,

Just your sparkling brown eyes and hair curls.

Nobody has what we always keep,

Never lucky or a faith of a leap,

Just Ryan and Denise, who’s true,

It’s November 6, 2019, if you only knew.

Tell Nolan, Happy Birthday as I care,

You can watch him imagine and stare,

The Dad he wants and the Mom too,

For the last 8 years, we all together and true.

My Denise,

All it took was two words in the grocery store. Just to hear you say “Hi Ryan”. Was the most important words that I have heard in like a life time. Countless days have been past, where I could not hear you call my name. Most days, I would call out your name, “Denise”, even there was never a reply back, but just silence (but somehow I still could hear your voice). Every where I went even though, you were not physically present or in disguise, I had a sensation that you are always within myself. In the checkout line, I was completely awaken as it was a natural feeling that I never experienced in ages.

Denise, today it maybe Valentine’s Day, were I am suppose to tell you all sorts of lovely feelings, where it is a day all about love, but you know truly within that we have experience and will continue to experience every single day of our lives what our love is more than a sensation or an idea what it should or should not be. You just know.

I know that when we are not physically with each other, I’m talking about the eight long passing years, it was a whole different spectrum that both of us have never ever imagine or would ever think would be possible to occur, that we would both go to a deeper connection than ever before. No question about and still today is God a force that drives us in our direction in life. With psychosis, the mind is alter in way that truly the one’s who only experience has a sense of the new reality. Even though, one person experience may have some similarities it is not that same as each other person’s encountered. It is a uniqueness that stands alone for only oneself. People can research, watch videos, or even read many books but will never know living in that person’s perspective. In any sense, it has always guided me with a direction to lead in the right way.

Being physically apart with each other, I know that one thing that is lost from yourself, is the sense of direction. I know there are many times, where you are completely confident but at some points may reach a different avenue to be influenced by. Denise, when I first met you and still today, there was a tendency where you did not exactly know the route or be confident enough in the direction in you drove on the road. It was not that you were lost or doubtful, it was a territory you must encountered at a point where you must travel through to reach the destination where you are going. When we were in the car together, I had to guide you through sometimes to reach our destination. The closeness of your direction improved and felt more confidence because I was beside you and guided you.

There was no outside influences from people who told you otherwise, even where people have done extrodinary perspectives that influence your mind. Many things you never knew was there but was purposely planted that made you believe in or influence your choice. I could write so many examples what the authorities have done or will continue to do, to break any connection that existed before and will try and dictate what shall be done in the future.

The authorities are great at mind manipulation. Any behaviour that you thought was so natural, they have influenced it in a way that you never thought could be possible. Before they took you away 8 years ago, did your mind ever question or was influenced in anyway that was not of free will of anything that I have ever did or the person who you truly know who I am, which I am still today and will forever will be, even though the authorities can try and dictate to try and destroy anything that that benefits them or the world we live in. For them to alter your perspective in time. Ever since 2006, by what the accountants deliberately harmed myself, including you, and also society, life completely changed. Even though you, Denise, we are an unity together, I had the weight of everything on my shoulders to make sure that we would and always continue to be a part in our lives and our children lives. Somehow, not that I put society over you, I was challenged by the unknown of what would happen if I had no direction or did have the direction what it would be like living in a completely new atmosphere. Even though, I could presume that we would be physically together but it could of been undefined or the unknown possibility of what changes would forever be made.

I stayed by yourself every moment and will continue to do so. What the authorities could control and never did, was put any interest for yourself first. No question, beyond any circumstances, what they have solely and purposely constructed was any entitlement to benefit us in anyway that we could not achieve without their involvement. Nothing will ever be benefited from their regime, because what we had in the past, today and future is what who we always have been and will continue to do so till eternity. I believe their is a child who I name Dylan, who we created with their aid. The reason solely behind our newborn, which I believe is from the writings that I wrote from the aid from God and a spiritual driving force.

I know all our children provide a high connection like no other to you. I also want to be on the same connect direction that you will and have been encountering. As a parent, no question that I have not achieve a level where I could have done more to benefit all of them since their births. I am not pushing any blame or excuses but most certainly before 2006, in every level that I treated you with high a connection, it would of been the same way I would of provided to all our children with every benefit possible in the same manner. Surely, I could of perhaps did a lot of great things for the last 8 years for all of them, but it would perhaps maybe not completely genuine. Exactly the challenge that I face and will forever face is knowing that our children at a very young age was an artificial intelligent human. From that, the connection level was shattered, when you know the truth that your child is not your child, something that you felt but ultimately test the limits to justify to the truth. I had to smell our own children’s skin, just like a mammal to smell any odour that produces a sensation to find your young in a pack where you know who they are. Another complete mind blowing experience, especially when it was in the present stage and it is actually happening in time. Unfortunately, we could not address this issue to our children first together.

It is very difficult to believe or have the assurance that anything I type on the web pages receives a confirmation that truly you have read. I can only assume what should happen is really happening. Everything is a false reality or could be without your approval. Even though, you asked me how the children are doing in the checkout line, I can’t 100% grasp that was a free will measure that you asked, I believe it could be, but was some type of their influence on you. It’s so unfortunate a parent does not exactly know how their children are doing. Even though I replied, “Fine” it was a point where you just assume or just a general reply back. Like I have been saying, everything I write does not warrant any confirmation that you have or the children have read. Practically all my writings, are done in where I reside. How did I know, anything goes through to you. Authorities always have been controlling and will control everything I do. Anywhere, where I even try any test check the facts that I have posted, it can be distorted by the authorities. I can only make a presumption, what I post is read by you. I truly believe, I could went across the country and randomly break into someone’s dwelling and use their computer to see if it has been published or not. My reality would dictate, that the authorities would have some type of influence if it is justifiable or not. Whether, if they would block the web page, or even have a device that is physically on me or even implanted in my body to override any matter that I could believe is true or not to my perception.

Finally, it was a matter in the grocery store, where I came to realize that even though I have not tried my best effort for our children, I should try and at least make the attempt. In the early stages, with replacing yourself and the children, it was a situation where it damaged my mentality that I couldn’t control anything at all, where I couldn’t even take care of myself hardly with the authorities evil mindset to bring on the extremes. With the small opportunistic connection with our children, it was very devastating on most types of conditions to try and start to write to them. Maybe I took the less harder route, but I know for fact by writing letters to you, would put me in a position later in life to know what I have to do now in which they will benefit more. I could of have written many letters to our children, would I ever know for a true fact that they would ever receive them or not. And if they did, would it be the right moment.

By creating their Valentine’s cards, it was perhaps the first time where I didn’t cry but was more in a joyful feeling. I won’t hide my tears for them, but should any parent do something especially writing a fun and happy letter be in state where they will feel any type of lost connection or a normal ability that isn’t present. I tried to write anything, I could personally write. I exactly didn’t know what to write, other than Happy Valentine’s Day. Perhaps, it was the final stage, where I almost completed the Valentine’s Day Card, and was in awe of how much I did. I know that I should feel that I should exclude them in any matter of what the accountants deliberately have done, but they have been all born after the damage have occurred and still ongoing that keeps occurring. Sure, I wish our children could have any normal life that any child could possibly pursue, but especially not when the authorities literally used them as pawns to achieve them for solely only their benefits levels without either our consent or knowledge. Then, to play a role where they discredited any matters and to make sure any attempts by me would put me on more medication or used their position to involuntarily put me in the hospital for long period of duration. Our children will never be pawns like if they are in a chess game to bring out their first movement. Their first movement was allowing the accountants to deliberately attempt to harm me, yourself and society, even before 2006. Then to hijack our own pieces as if their pieces were not enough to control and dictate. They never realize and took any advantage that these are not pieces, but our own children, of real human life. The only pieces that are involved is how my mind was ripped into pieces in 2006 purposely from the criminal accountants.

I stand by you and our children, and if I did take the less harder way out by not writing letters to our children, it was the genuineness and the honest merit choice I keep doing in life and will continue to do so. The simple choice anyone would have done, would be to write non sincere letters to your children and use your children as leverage to influence you or any source for your benefit.
Denise, I will continue to write the truth as I feared in 2006, in which I was in a state of mind where I could not do so freely.

Denise, the last time I saw your physical appearance naturally was in the thrift store back in 2013 where you bought Ciara winter boots. There has been other occasions but under disguise. Our love has always been natural and with free will without any influence. Even a religious priest had to make a direction to ask you with our marriage if it was free will. Even though it has been always clearly evident and never a question to your judgment or mine that we truly love each other, there will always be someone who will judge. But never will there be us, My Denise and Your Ryan that judges.

Love Always and Always,

Your Ryan XOXO

Hello Denise,

Denise, I don’t count all the days the have past, because one day missing you is enough.  I have no idea where you are in this world, but I know that you are closer to my heart as each day passes.  The last day, I believe I physically saw you, was in Montreal.  From a far distance, I saw you on the church porch and somehow with a flash I could get a deep connection with your eyes that I could see you.  In a split flash, I could foresee that even more increasing at a rate our lives would even more drastically physically be apart from each other.  Their was an energy that you have decided our children was a major priority and at a period you would have an action against your will that would make sure that they were in a position to follow a new route in life.  I just saw devastation in your eyes, I knew it was my turn to act swiftly.  Even though God instructed me beforehand, that I had to pursue even more than ever before.  Our family should be in agreement of every issue and not be separated any further.  No matter who tries to dismantle our family, I know for a fact that we both need as parents to raise our children and make sure we are a nuclear family.  No matter who tries to dictate and influence any of your behaviour so far.  We need to be physically united once again, and that time will eventually come.  You will find your way where together we are one, even more so than even now.  One of the most beautiful things that I encountered through these harsh eight years, was seeing you awake from a deep sleep in my brother’s basement bed a couple years ago.  Seeing your expression coming to awakening brought a magnitude like I never seen before.  Even for like the last prior 13 years together, every time I awoke, some days you were well up before I was.  Where I automatically saw your eyes right away.  But for those limited amounts of time, where I got up before you, I watched you peacefully be asleep as I let you wake you naturally.  I am so glorified that I had the opportunity be the one who you set your eyes first thing in the morning.  I guess how to describe it, is it is like an everyday feeling where the birth of our children, where you held on our child and they laid their eyes on you for the first time in life.  Their is feeling that is out of this world, they you know you are a part our child’s life forever.  No matter where they went in life you would ultimately love them forever.  That is exactly how I feel for you every single day and the children.  Not a moment goes by, where I want to look in all your eyes to feel the same immaculate feeling.  That feeling on the Montreal wedding porch seem like that could be possibly the case for some reason.  I am never letting go of any of my family because I want to make sure that wherever you and the children awake, I will be right by all your side.  I don’t know who controls and dictates your voice, but I will make sure if it can’t be heard, I will awaken you to an era of reflection of inner self with all our hearts, eyes and voices forever combined.  Years have been lost, but a new day will be awaken once again as being a united family.

Love Forever,

Your Ryan XOXO

Denise, (October 21, 2018) (THE BIG PICTURE)

In today’s picture of every day events, humans are a driving force to believe certain happenings and news leads are transpiring for a valid reason.  Why do people accept what they see at face value but never look at the bigger picture.  What drives most human beings? Power, money, control, influencing another person, dominance, intelligence, new technology, weapons, and egotistic behaviour to belong in a certain category of acceptance.  The only thing that drives me as a human, is love and peace.  A country is govern by humans who follow certain regulations who will always do what is best for their country.  Countries will go to extremes to make certain conditions even it misleads people or state lies to misinform people.  Intelligence agencies certainly know how to work together to construct a scenario that perhaps is valid but one must look at the bigger picture.  Which people must have an open transparency and know the truth.  Firsthand encounters, I have witness why it is important for countries to lead not with false ideas because to set the bar of what should be the correct and right action to fulfill.  Even though, the general norm might have certain conditions where “everyone is doing it”, is it acceptable in today’s practice.  What is acceptable are laws without any loopholes or misconstruction to benefit an economic stability to prosper a nation powerhouse of resources.  In 2006, I stood up for you Denise and I will always continue to do so.  In contrast, I could of accepted a  career full of job prosperity but the only prosperity divines me is you.  People tend to go through stages in their lives where monetary gains outweigh any cost, but the only cost that I have is what I did for society and not be a part of the faulty cracks in our system.  Which is staying by your side and not accepting a monetary or egotistic career that eventually will lead to a trap doorway.  Did I have a choice to choose from?  Either a) stay true to my core values and always be with you or b) Looking the other way and creating more cracks to fulfill a system where core values don’t exist by abetting and not making a change or impact for today’s society.  Exactly, why I am writing this for?  Because I will continue to be driven by you.  Over 7 years have past, where I could not be physically be with you, so if I can’t change that, I will continue to be part of the other half of the true equation which stay true to my core values.  A statement expressed by yourself, simply stated in reference of how little importance I was in the world.  Denise, you never truly understood the magnitude of the events or had a big picture mindset, of the true facts.  Even though and you always did believe me, would a little guy from a small city make a enormous impact in today’s era.  Until an agency approach you, and took you away, did you realize that how important I was in the evolution of the effects of the cracks in our system.  Some may question my reality of what I visualize or know, but I lead to the big picture.

Intelligence agencies can logically think of scenarios of how they will mislead people of the big picture.  In most conditions, the event actually does happen, but what was the ultimate motive in portraying these events.  Which is the big picture.  What is happening in the world today and transpired in the last 12 years of the accountants deliberately and intentionally endangered my life to avoid the reality of the truth that underlies the cracks in the system.  I am not a big fan of the politics stage but I live within that domain where I have a right to express and be fully aware of the true encounters.  Which is the big picture.  Intelligent agencies certainly protect the nature of top classified happenings, but shall be accountable also and show the big picture to people.  A reference, is why people accept happenings without looking at the big picture scope.  Is it true that immigrants are walking thousands of miles to a land of safety and freedom?  If that is the case, I will stand and recognized how important those people played in my writings.  Which is for human dignity and rights.  As I know exactly what it is like to seek for safety and freedom.  Politicians may argue what is the rightful course of action, or use to benefit their own propaganda affairs, but we must look at the truth.  This is happening because  people are flocking to a better tomorrow even without a known outcome.  The ultimate motive in their prosperity is having faith and hope to have a fundamental human rights treatment.  Most people, don’t understand how beneficial they are with their everyday living conditions.  Now, that is just human nature, but human nature should not be mislead with a pool of human intelligence.  An example would be plots to not make the big picture to be truthfully known.  If you can cover the truth and everyone believes a false idea and it goes in history as what transpired is that a way we want our future generations to follow?  We must lead with the truth, love and peace.  Not for certain intelligent agencies to jointly construct a setup plan that does not deliver the truth.

Love Ryan

 

RESTED ON YOUR CHEST

© RYAN GUILEY

Transformation into a connection,
As your body changes to make perfection,
As, you feel a closeness like no other,
Your pregnancies brought life becoming a mother.

Blood tests to confirm, the positive news,
Letting everyone know, receiving happy views,
A new sense of feeling, that will bring joy,
With ultrasounds to determine if it’s a girl or boy.

The release of estrogen with many hormones,
A sensation like no other in your bones,
Not exactly knowing what happens next,
With each trimester giving your body respect.

Healthy eating, vitamins, and a great desire,
As some people have no clue of what’s require,
But it takes a lot of energy to this new change,
New emotions unexpected that could be strange.

Like putting pickles on top of your ice cream,
Or imagining our babies will one day dream,
To be an inspiration that will make us proud,
As you touch your baby bump and speak out loud.

Then a name was chosen, as it is personalized,
With maternity clothes feeling like your oversized,
But more beauty came from each pregnancy stage,
Supporting our family working hard, earning a wage.

Woman are powerful and are a driving force,
Without females, it would be an incomplete course,
Denise, your special who I love like crazy,
Thank you for creating life with our babies.

An instant bond, cutting the umbilical cord,
Providing protection and strength like a sword,
As each child rested on your chest, feeling our love,
Dressing them with a yarn knitted hat and gloves.

Denise, thank you as I will never exactly know,
What giving birth is like, but although,
I know who we created, Nolan, Dylan, and Ciara,
Who will find true love like us in their era.

PULLING YOU CLOSER

© RYAN GUILEY

Inside the room is a large crowd,
As you stand out, being proud,
Your lips are moving as you talk,
So, I approach you with a fast walk.

Just being beside your elegant figure,
Makes my world a whole lot bigger,
Every time I look into your eyes,
Everything is alive and nothing dies.

I grab your hand, pulling you closer,
As I abruptly awake, looking at your poster,
I was dreaming of that upcoming day,
Just to hear your sweet voice say.

“Ryan”, with your smooth greeting,
As our hearts are rapidly beating,
Just one inch from your pretty face,
Holding on tightly in that special place.

I keep praying and holding onto my faith,
Just like in 1998, the day of March 8th,
Where you told me the best thing ever,
Being my girlfriend, as I knew you be forever.

I recall that day, turning the street corner,
Being so certain, and not lost like a foreigner,
Officially as a couple, while snowflakes drifted,
Thanking God, for giving me someone so gifted.

The feeling of happiness and floating so high,
True love, is what defines us, as I get butterflies,
It only gets better, creating remarkable children,
Our son Nolan, our daughter Ciara, and baby Dylan.

It will happen, where I will see you once more,
Being a family, the ones who I most care for,
Even though we spent so many days apart,
Just another letter written from my true heart.

Denise,

Around 5 A.M., this morning, I started writing the post “October 5, 2018”.  I recall that I had the television on mute, as it took me about 2 hours to finally complete the post.  At preciously around 7 A.M., I was ready to publish my post, when I heard a loud knock on my door.  I ignore to answer the door, since I wanted to finish my post.  This knock was louder than normal, as I was unaware of who is could actually be.  It was very silent in my apartment as normally my music or television would be playing.  It is very unusual for someone to knock on your door that early in the morning unless it is valid reason to do so.  Since, anyone has an awareness that a person is most likely sleeping at 7AM and should not be disturbed.

At around, 7:45AM the same loud knock was again at the door.  This time I had the television playing with some noise.  At the door was my neighbour, she asked if I was sleeping and I said I have been up a few hours.  She replied that she knocked before.  She asked if I would get coffee  down the street and a drink for her.  She handed me the money and asked if I should ask another neighbour if she wanted anything. I replied that it is pretty early and that she is most likely sleeping, that I would go again at another time in the day.

Why I am writing this note for?  Simply because it has reference, since these people will try anything and I mean anything to block the truth and pre-plan anything possible to disrupt any outcome that will favour their concerns.

Questions to ask?

1)Exactly, they wanted me to get up from my computer chair before I made the post at 7AM and disrupt my actions.

2) Why was it a louder knock than normal before, her knock is generally a softer knock.  The intention was to make sure that I heard it to get my attention.

3) With my understanding, her money funds given are supposed to be used for something else in importance and should be used for something that was necessary to purchase.  With the limited amount of funds, why use your last resources to obtain a drink and even make an attempt at 7AM.  With not even attempting to state that you are craving one or making a remark why it is necessary.

4)  Was their an attempt to gain access to my dwelling, so that I could be not there, so in the time of approximately when I  was not there, she or anyone could do something without my knowledge.

5) Like I said, anything to undermine and cheat or to influence the wrong source.  These people can’t accept their actions and must cheat or in anyway deceive the public.

6) If nothing comes from this post, I just wanted to make a reference for my justification.

Love Ryan XOXO

 

Denise,

It’s almost 5 A.M., and it has been over 7 years since I have last seen your pretty face.  I don’t necessary count the lost years with our children, because I know even one missing day is far enough to cope with, so I try and not keep count since it is very difficult.  Everyday I have no idea or any certainty of how our children are functioning.  I just have to assume that you are taking great care of them but I have no assurance of the real situation.  I just hope and know that you will/ and have provided the best for them.  Why is our family isolated and divided for?  No family should ever feel like something is missing in their everyday life.  God, yourself and I created our children so we could be parents who foster and nurture them not only to prepare them for adulthood, but for an understanding of who they actually are as a human being in life and what their meaning/purpose shall be.  I could not shape or inform our children of the necessary tools in life or an opportunity to guide them in a direction to feel comfortable in any setting where they could recall that I have educated them to any matter that they find challenging in life.  But that will come to an end shortly, as I have been speaking out and have been speaking out.  As today with this letter, this will be the right step for our children to understand who their father is and will always continue to follow in any matter in life that grants them if they have an opportunity,  if today or later in life this letter is read to them for my perspective of what I stand for.

Just one look into your mother’s eyes, I knew for certain that your mother was my soul mate and who I would spend the rest of our lives with.  It was never a selection of knowing any credentials beforehand or having a tendency to advance my reasoning but with an absolute clean and transparent mind knowing it was absolutely her.  There was no debating what her appearance could have been or should have been in my mind, if she should have dark or light hair, long or short hair, a certain eye colour or if she wore make-up or not.  As humans, we might have a preference of these certain physical characteristics, but true love does not even consider what are expectations should be, but it is the person who you can see right in front of you.  Who reciprocates yourself when you look at them.  Now, when you get older, a lesson is our from our lives of how are democracy should truly function.  If you are ever have a power to influence or demonstrate your opinion, please look at it from a equal mind set.  Since, humans are sometimes programmed to just look at one direction and don’t look at it from all directions.  Just use my example of your mother and I, true love encounter.

Now, let’s talk about today, October 5, 2018.  Do I have a general idea of what is happening in the world today or in the last few years?  I don’t have a picture of the real and true encounters but I just have to assume with my own beliefs, since I am being shielded from the outside.  I could read the newspaper or turn on the TV but is that the real happenings or  am I being misguided?  I don’t take anything at 100% true value but I must distinguish on my own what is real and what is not.  Which clarifies my own reality.

 

I know for certain what the accountants purposely and intentionally cause harm and unsafe conditions which they did indeed endangered my life during the year of 2006.  I also know from real life what is to be a victim of a crime and how you actually feel and go about your everyday living conditions.  Most people who don’t actually truly understand the impact of what is does to a person being a victim of a crime.  In general, most of the public feel your concerns but they will eventually move ahead and go about their lives, while the victim lives with the pain for the rest of their lives.  Not only does it affects the victim, but all the people around them of the missing elements that could have been with this pain in the way.  Then, there are some people who have no true feelings who lead a way to pass judgment on the victim who disregard their concerns which is never acceptable in today’s society.

An impact? Can one voice or one vote make the true difference?  What is the right thing to choose?  12 years ago, I stood and still stand by true fairness for what is the best of society, not the for the lies, loopholes, and the monetary gain that shapes our society in today’s age.  I followed my direction in life, which was being a professional internal auditor who did the right thing as I held onto what is the honest value of what I always cherished and always wanted to fulfill in life.  Some people believe their career is what defines a person as they will do anything to hold onto that reality.  But at the end of the day, you are replaceable either by another person or in which I have truly witness is artificial intelligence.  But you are never replaced by the memories of the people who love you and will continue in time to carry out your name.  Some may call it a legacy, but we are all legacies.  You don’t need to be a well known person in the world to make a change, for we are all equal and well known. Everyone can make a difference, in a peacefully and lovingly manner.  Just take a moment and reflect on what you will choose in life, that will make an impact, it could be finding your soul mate, creating art, writing a letter, casting a vote, helping the person next to you, or just knowing what defines who you are.  Never be influence by leaders who dictate what shall be the right action, but the only right action is your impact which makes a difference.

 

Denise, our love is an impact as we have made a difference.  Let our children read this letter at a time when you know, they can make an impact.  I love you, as I will be writing letters for many days and years ahead.

 

Love Ryan (Dad) XOXO

Denise,

This is not a choice, but what God told me to continue to still do, is to proclaim the whole truth.  Which you know and witness and saw, since God is in your eyes.  I am not afraid, and neither will you.  There is never no temptation, because you are pure innocence.  I more than promise what needs to be done, which is to tell the world what I envision and have seen in our eyes.  No body can block a person from standing up and it will be a solid as ever before.  I can’t hurt you or you can’t hurt me.  Never think negative, for those who are negative, are not pure.  It has been a prison for me the last 12 years of what the authorities have done and same with the accountants.  I am not afraid, when I say not afraid, never is there any risk, because your energy is always present.  You and me will provide security in each other.  God lead me to that chair to sit down at the wedding, which means I will seat with you.  Also, the pole at the wedding was there because I wrote about the lamp post poem.  About a post, that you will be my security and I will be yours.  I know that the person next to me was a decoy, who they tried to make me think it was you.  But I knew it wasn’t which then lead me to make a call to God, who then instructed me about the flower girls.  They purposely left a purse on the chair too, but it never bothered me since the only purse that I have in my mind is that purse from the bus ride on the 1A.  What the whole sign from the flower girl was the 1st girl was a tad bit ahead of the 2nd younger girl.  This gave me a indication that the wedding was not in line together.  So again, I will state for the record once again, these letters are from God who made me write, and I will not profit because I have you that makes me my world complete. The whole world can read them and distribute them freely, since God has instructed me to do so.  So they will all be a witness of God.

Yours Forever,

Ryan

 

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